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Identity Crisis

by Grem

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1.
So hold me, and tell me Tell me I’m what you need You got me replaying it all in my head Wondering if it was something I said Was I right, or was I wrong? How can I fix it all?
2.
you always say to me "not good enough" "not good enough to be" the monster has awakened in me this time, is gonna be the time you tell me finally! i dream it every night the only thing that's right my words in your eye fall for me i wonder what it's like to hear you tell me "i need you babe" to me, you're good enough you're good enough for me i don't care who you're trying to be this time, i guess you'll always be part of my dream.
3.
waiting waiting you’ll think i’m crazy i’ve been fading but they can save me waiting waiting i know i’m not okay i know i’m not okay i know i’m not okay waiting waiting you’ll think i’m crazy i’ve been fading but they can save me you you, look at what i want look at where it’s at see the difference mhm been digging tunnels and evading your texts i never wanted anything other than everybody talking to pause and really just do what they said (yeah!) but they tell me i should give it a rest hm wish i could say to keep it i never needed it but i’ll probably never let it go can’t achieve it without it it was seeming ideal but it’s really re-inventing the wheel that isn’t worth it but i’m waiting for deals yuh you tell me how it’s a marathon and my feeling impatient is only meaning that i wasn’t cut out yeah well the feeling is fueling me fully moving i’ll find it cuz even if it’s in ruins i’ll dig down ‘ would you believe in what you can’t see? ‘ or could you look and see what i mean? cuz i can tell when it’s flaking and still be able to make it i promise you that I will get you in my high beams so the aching won’t stop is this how a dream rots? is this how we “move on?” will i sit on my stoop and act confused act as if i saw passed the fruit act as if i tried hard to win when i know the truth? i know the truth saw the key, didn’t make the move i know the truth paused to read, didn’t share the news i know the truth i was never really in it if i kept my cool i was never really in it if i wasn’t ever willing to be tested too i prefer to lose so bounce around inside this bubble all you want but know the limits keep you calm and calm will kill a dream and kill the means to see that safety ain’t the path you want calm will find its way inside your heart to keep you still because it made your plot and calm can keep the peace but you will see that afterwards you will be gone waiting waiting you’ll think i’m crazy i’ve been fading but they can save me waiting waiting i know i’m not okay i know i’m not okay i know i’m not okay waiting waiting you’ll think i’m crazy i’ve been fading but they can save me you, look at what i want look at where it’s at see the difference mhm waiting waiting..
4.
it doesn’t take much just a simple reply or a note could it be bad luck? maybe i worked too hard and i broke alive alive alive alone alone alone could i be haunted? or have I just been talking to ghosts I can feel in my heart… I can feel I can feel in my heart… I can feel i rip my heart out so that you could feel what I believe i scream it so loud don't think anyone's listening to me try to be humble in a world full of monsters and thieves should i be like them? that's not how that i wanted to be alive alive alive alone alone alone could i be haunted? or have I just been talking to ghosts I can feel in my heart… I can feel I can feel in my heart… I can feel I can feel in my heart… I can feel I can feel you in my arms…
5.
Everyone said it would be okay Everything went in another way Everyone said it’d be okay Everyone said! Reception, rejection, the hundred-hour wait for what’s in store It’s connected; the hundred days of lying on the floor. But I’m so tired. Why is my timeline so goddamn slow? Maybe something I don’t know? All I want is yes but ya gotta say No! No! All I wanted was a yes but you said No! No! All I wanted was a yes but you said no Rejection, reflection in the tears that fell in my new studio Where did all my money go? Why did I take a different road? Everyone said it would be okay Everything went in another way Everyone said it’d be okay Everyone said it’d be A- okay But I’m so tired. Why is my timeline so goddamn slow? Maybe something I don’t know? All I want is yes but ya gotta say No! No! All I wanted was a yes but you said No! No! All I wanted was a yes but you said no Everyone said it would be okay Everything went in another way Everyone said it’d be okay Everyone said it’d be A- okay
6.
Mad 03:46
there's enough in this world to make you go mad i dont wanna talk about it
7.
リン 03:51
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all the silence (ohh) all the silence (ohh) what were you waitin on? when you were young and just gettin started (when you were young and just gettin started) and you’ll be fucked! if ya waitin up what were you letting on? was it worth it for the art you made? was it worth it for pain you sang? but you’ll be fucked! if ya givin up what were you writing on? were you the topic of a big story you were never gonna be something and you’ll be fucked! just for showin up what were you holding on? did you really think that they would say opportunity has gone away but you’ll be fucked! if ya givin up all the silence (ohh) all the silence (ohh) all the silence (ohh) all the silence (ohh) it’s letting go letting go it’s letting…

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released March 1, 2019

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